Selfish.

I wonder how will life be if I try to be more selfish?

Like, dun give a damn about the tuition center. They need tutor, they bloody find one themselves. But I chose to help them because I think it's not possible to do so so quickly and the manager keeeeeeep pleading with me. =(

Or, dun bother about all your exams and force all of you to play with me because this is the last time I can do so during the weekdays. I can't hit this evil stage yet. =(

Maybe, dun think of what you are thinking, I just want it my way, you jolly well do so. I always thought of it silently but I had never used it on anyone yet. Ok. Maybe my students suffered under this because they made me that angry. Oops.

What about, you have to go to the hospital with me even though you have to study till late and wake up so early! Just sacrifice your studying time! Or ask Lotus to go to the school herself and go to the hospital with me! Ouch, I cant bring myself to say those stuffs though going to the hospital alone doesnt sound welcoming. Esp to the O&G where everyone is going to look at me like I'm pregnant without a husband at such a young age. Whatever, it's just an ultrascan and a Q&A with the doctor whom I dun even rmb the name of. And we dun have to let other ppl look at ah dear like he's fathering my baby anyway. Lol. *For god's sake, I'm not pregnant! And, O&G is not just for pregnant women!*

And, many other kinds of senario that leaves me "AHHHHHHHH! DAMN IT!"

Will I really be happier if I start getting selfish? Or will everyone start hating me and I end up worse?