End? Not exactly.

The closing of theBuyology marks the end of it I guess. 1 year of hard work. We've only managed to earn enough to cover ALL my shopping expenses and pay part of our anniversary trip to Langkawi/Penang. There are fun, and there are irritating things happening all the time. But, I am still glad that I had started it. Because, everything that we do, will always make us a better person right? Just that, I lost a friend out of it. But, I gained a lot more friends out of it too. So, who's to say it was not good?



Like with a rainbow, you cannot find the end of it. So, this ending of the business can be the start of something for me. Who is to say this side of the rainbow is the end and not the start. Right? Wow. I feel intellect talking about it. Haha!

I can be like snails, sliding along the rainbow. But, I'll still find my spring!

I did something which I did not think I will ever do in my life. Well, alot of things actually.

1. I canceled all my one-to-one tuitions. I'm really glad I listened to ah dear for it. The moment I did it, I feel so free. As in, the load on my shoulders are finally off. It's not that teaching them is tough. It's that, trying to rush your damn expt when you know you shld take your time, and working more than 12 hours almost everyday that is making me super duper uber stress. I have no time for myself. I have no time to read all the papers I want to do. I have no time to think about the science that I really want to work on. I know I am going to be very poor. But, health and happiness should come before money, isnt it?

2. I closed theBuyology. I never thought I would do it. Even though we are not earning big bucks, I feel happy doing the business. Because, I get to do the designing, the coming out with new promotions are always exciting. But, I cannot be replying emails, generating invoices all the time I am using the computer, especially when I'm at the lab. Plus, the money we earn isnt really so much afterall. So, I did it.

3. I dropped Huiling an email. I never thought I would confront her about the childish yet irritating stuffs they had done to our shop. I cannot be sure that she was involved because it had always been her friend who dropped us all the irritating emails that makes my blood boils at time. And I have to smile and reply and treat her like a customer even though I do know who the hell she is. I merely told her I know about all these stuffs all the while, and I cant rmb too much of what I wrote in my email. But I do rmb telling her that even if we cannot be friends, we can still be school mates that will at least smile and acknowledge each other presence. Like, how I wished she had not ignored me in the same blooody lift we were in together. Well, I even offered to let her take over theBuyology because I know, this had started all the cold war. And, I know theBuyology will be in good hands if I pass it to them. But wells, no replies so far. I expected it though. Haha. And wells, since I chose to close the shop down, I have nothing to guard against them anymore. So, wells, I know it's time to come clean. But, I do hope for an explanation from her though.

4. I've finally finished my phd application. I never thought I would want to do it. But the current lab makes me want to do it. I am loving science and the things that I am doing more than ever. I am willing to stay on to do all the expt (but please dun leave me alone because the lab gets scary at night.). But cos of tuitions, I always have to rush off. And this was the main reason why I chose to gave them all up. But the application was a damn drama one. MY GOD. But I had a look at one of my reference letter. My god. Am I that great? Lol. Good is an understatement I tell you. Hahaha! I really dunno how to thank them enough for making this whole application completed...... But give me some luck. I need to pass the initial screening because my grades arent there yet. BUT! I'm sure I would do fine....... Lol.

5. I had crystals the first time. I never thought that it would be that fast. I'm so happy with all my results. I hope everything will continue to go smoothly and I'll get to get my first paper published. Crystals are so beautiful. They are the best thing that you would want to see everything you score your drops. (Well, if you understand what the hell I am talking about).

6. I fell in love with sewing. Haha. I am a good housewife in making!