PhD is not as I had once thought/imagined it to be.

I hear....

"I think you should start writing your paper now."

"I think you should do ..... for your structure."

"Remember to do ...... for your structure."

"Have you started on your paper already? It should be fairly straightforward."

"Did you learn the xds?"

"The screens are here, you can set up your plates now."

"Why don't you try ...... for your structure?"

"Can you help me do ......."

And the list continues.........

Seriously, I'm screaming for more time more time (ya, instead of blogging now right? hehs). I can work till 1030pm and then realize that refinement has to start all over from the top again. I can work till 1030pm and then realize that I still have to do something else. Ha. Please don't tell me, "it's all about time management". Seriously, solving a bloody structure is not just about time management!

But hey, that is the life that some of my buddies seem to be envious about! Haha! But ya, like what they say, having a lot to do in a day is good. BECAUSE, my week (not just day) zooom by just like that! Hehs. And soon, it's going to be graduation and I will look back and say, "I'm glad I did it!". Hahahaha!!

I'm really enjoying my days as a PhD student. All the rush, all the learning, all the stress (that's is not fun at all), all the failures, all the repeats, all the complains, all the naggings, all the scoldings, all the jobs, all the meetings, all the presentations, all the slimming sessions (no foood) etc. It's all to make a better me! =D

Okay, back to work.