Christ resides in my home from now on

The pastor and some people from my parents' church came down to take away all the idols from my house. By idols, we meant everything on the altar, anything that is associated with other religions somehow, crystals, things that contains dragon and phoenix, alot of things! Well, that's to obey the first commandment I guess. And they explained to us that we will eliminate one source where the satans can get us.

Okay. Alright.

But.

But.

I still kinda sad seeing everything being touched like they are just another sculpture. We once prayed to them and treated them as divine individuals. And, they have to be destroyed so that people won't pick it up and then bring it to them home. And what's worse? My bei bei, the companion laughing buddha that was with me all the 24 years of my life because he came to my house a few days before I was born, cannot be kept too. My mama wanted to give me as my dowry for my wedding. And lagi worse is what? We were asked to destroy of all the photos of them too! Nothing should remain. =( That means, I'm going to have a hole for the last 24 years of my life! And lagi lagi worse is that my parents' wedding memorials were thrown away too.

Big Daddy God, why can't we have some of them as keepsakes? I felt so upset when I see them carrying my bei bei away. Lotus and I had so many photos taken with him because we grew up together with him! But it's too late to say anything now because I think they hammered him downstairs just now. If you had seen how upset I was when my mama threw my Chicken and Monkey and Ah Bao away last time, you would have half guessed how upset I will be. (Well, I was more upset for my Chicken and Monkey and Ah Bao though, cos I hugged them to sleep and to cry all the time that they were with me. Hehs.)

Well, life still move on. I just want a piece of memory that bei bei did existed in my life and Big Daddy God, I know you will forgive me for having this piece of memory right? It just like a child wants a bit of memorial that the toy actually played a part in her childhood. That's it.

And, in Jesus name, I command all the satans and devils away. Don't even try to attack this part of me I tell you! I will bite! *Bare my bug teeth!*

And, welcome to our Home, Christ and Big Daddy God! Amen!