First Time

My first time to a church is an eyeopener.

I see the love for god, I see the worship for god and I see the miracles that god had created.

I hear words of wisdom, I hear words of encouragement and I hear words of strength.

I was skeptical but I am seeing everything in another light. In a light that I will never thought that I would ever see in. I am still weary because I wonder is this really god or is this the law of attraction? Whatever the pastor said today was clearly something that I had learned from the law of attraction that I firmly believes. One very big difference in the both of them is that, there is love from god but the law of attraction is devoid of soul.

When the prayers were first said, my heart started to thump really hard and my limps were a little weak. But as I sat through the service, my heart calms down and I felt really peaceful when I left the hall. I like this feeling. Just like how I like the peace when I put my hands together, close my eyes and said a few sentences of prayers last night. Just like how I felt that god is good when he send an angel to our aid yesterday morning. Just like how I felt that faith will bring us further.

Will this change my life like how the law of attraction changed mine sometime back? My eyes, ears and my heart are opened. Am I really ready to receive god's love? No idea. But, I will continue to church hop till I am ready to settle down.