New life

Today, while waiting for dear to get ready, I started flipping through the "Secret Book" of quotes I got for him for his birthday. One of the many that I read had an impact on me. Of course this isn't the exact words but the meaning is around the same la.

"Whatever that comes along our way is an educational tool for us. We will learn something from however hard experience/transition we get. And every time we successfully go through a hurdle, we will gain another quality and it's making us grow to be a better person at the end of the day!"

Well, the reason why this is so meaningful to me is that, I felt that both dear and I are going through a phase of transition.

The torrents of work that comes along my way is not exactly that easy to handle. I was so stressed that I practically lost all my appetite for one entire week. (Of course, I think, my hormonal changes did made me more vulnerable.) And it was the above thinking that changed my perception towards everything that I thought I cannot handle (ya, I think I should be the co-author cos I thought of this before I even read the quote. LOL!). And on Friday, I was finally back with a surprising amount of energy! It's just a matter of pulling myself away from the situation and looking at it from the bird eyes' view. Just think of everything being a lifelong learning process.

And as for my dear, I saw him changing from nothing to something. And I saw him learning and growing along the way. I'm sure he had walked out of his situation too. He managed to hurl himself over the hurdles in his way. I know he's a better man now because he learned something from overcoming all his obstacles. And, with these, I know, he will be even better than now.

But for "US" leh? Haha. I'm having a hard time adjusting to my Sunday without him now. Lol. I think I have to get use to the fact that I have to give him up for some random person/people who will eventually give him some money on days that he's supposed to be mine. Haha. Well, the better, short term way of looking at the situation is that, he promised me a diamond ring if he earns 10k this month. Ha! (It's not a proposal ring nor an engagement ring. Just a random diamond ring! But well, I've decided that I only want the lab produced one cos it's cheaper and it's brighter! Lol!) Or maybe, he suggested buying me iPad2 for my birthday this year. Hahaha. But still, I would actually prefer having him beside me sometimes. Haha.

Whatever is the case. Let's all jiayou jiayou for our new life and new future together!!

Ajaaaa~