Marriage

Once upon a time, I always feel that, marriage is probably just 2 people coming together to have kids. Of course, I don't mean that it's a kids production factory. But, I don't really see a very huge, drastic different between a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship and a husband/wife relationship. Both should love each other and love each other company.

But as time goes on and my perception towards life changes, my view towards marriage changed too. I realized, marriage is not just a simple reunion of a couple to have kids. (You can have kids without having a wedding vow~) To me, it's two people living together. And living together means that you enjoy waking up beside each other, having breakfast together, waking up specially to have breakfast with him/her before kissing him/her goodbye and plomp back to sleep, bickering about small details of the house, cleaning up the house together, sharing household chores together, nua together, etc etc.

I have to admit, I really enjoy this feeling. The feeling of seeing dear dear first thing in the morning. Even if he refuses to wake up. The feeling of returning to a home to find someone waiting for the tired me. The feeling of preparing/packing breakfast for him and having breakfast him. The feeling of having a space in a home where he stays. The feeling of going to work after saying bye to him early in the morning. The feeling of someone coming downstairs to pick me up when it's late.

I wonder, when will I ever step into the next phase of my life - marriage. And enjoy all the above in a full-time version. Then, will I complain, or will I actually say HOORAY? Haha. Life is so much more interesting if we have something to look forward to, to yearn for, to dream for. I wish that this day will arrive sooner than I had ever thought.

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