And of all people to thank, I think I want to thank him. Yes, that last person anyone would think I would thank. I grew up so much because of you. I am not angry or disappointed. I feel nothing negative towards you. I actually felt thankful towards you. I'm serious. I was pushed to my limits and I was reborn.
And then, I want to thank myself! Yes, myself. Seriously, we always love other people, thank other people. Have we really did that to ourselves? I want to thank myself for being so strong today. I did not get angry/sad/agitated. I was so peaceful from inside because I know what I should do. I am so proud of myself because I managed to change all the negative comments I wanted to give into positive forces. I am so glad that I was able to put my energy into changing the situation to the better instead of wasting it on crying over spilled milk. I began to understand and live by that logic so well now. Why spend the time to moan and complain to other people when we can use that precious time to actually find ways to make the situation better than before. And, I did not do anything rash. I was rational and calm. *Pat on my back* It's not about knowing about it, it's about putting your faith in and believing that you can do it.
Once again, loads of gratitude towards everyone and everything but I'm so sleepy that I cannot really phrase myself anymore. If the sentences sound wrong, it's because of the sleeping bug overpowering my brain now.
Good nights!
My wish of the day is that everyone who is involved in this whole thing is able to understand my actions. Even if they don't, I wish that I will be stronger than today and will not be affected by them and that I will follow my heart this time round.
No comments:
Post a Comment