When I wake up, I count my blessings and remind myself of how lucky I am. Before I sleep, I tell myself how blessed I am. I should probably blog everyday so that this little space of my rantings will turn into such a beautiful place because of how blessed I am.
I feel blessed because I woke up with a smile. I poked big big bubbles in my dreams. Haha! I have no idea why did I even have this kind of dream. Well, I was happy and that's enough. I don't have to know why.
I had a great time with my buds and it was really nice to share our dreams together. I am happy because they seem to take in the concept of the law of attraction. I want to share with them because I want them to be happy and I want them to follow and fulfill their dreams too. *I seriously felt like a preacher when I did that. But, I felt really happy and peaceful when I did that. Good for me, good for them.* It felt really nice and blessed to be able to sit down and enjoy our afternoon together through laughters, jokes, gossips and dreams. It's so good to have them.
Thank you NKF for making us meet at least once a month for the grocery shopping. Without this, we would still be a birthday clique and living our separate lives. My life is so much better when I start sharing it with them on a regular basis. I wish that nothing will destroy our friendship in any way and more things will happen to make it even stronger.
I would like to thank XH because if she had not asked me to make the wedding montage, I would not have learned so much about iWorks (I've sold my soul to Steve Jobs once again). And yes, even though I am having troubles with the music, I am grateful for this chance to actually learn more about it. The next time I have to create a montage, it would be a much easier job. And actually, I did had a great time laughing at our recordings and my own montage. LOL! It was really fun. And heh, I earned 2 cakes and 1 MacDonald meal at the end of the day and I got to spend some time with my dear! Life's good!
I feel powerful today because I had control over my own emotions. My whole family was surrounded with some negative feelings when I was not at home. I would not speak of the evil because I do not want to allow the so-called 'bad things' to multiply and manifest in my life. I'm not scared, not angry, not affected like everyone else because I saw the entire situation in a different way as them. 不用担心，我没在怕的啦。
Due to the above, I made a new wish today. I repeated it to myself in front of the mirror so many times that I can really memorize it le.
'Everyday, I will be stronger and firmer than yesterday.'
Lastly, I want to thank my darling for his love, teachings, support and guidance. I've learned so much from him that I'm really a changed person from the point we fell in love with each other. Let me tell you, I will make myself stronger and firmer than yesterday because only then, I am ready to take care of you and our family anytime you deem yourself financially ready to give me the diamond ring.
There's too much to be thankful for but I am getting really sleepy now. I now wish that I can have a good night sleep and continue to wake up with a smile on my face the next morning.
*I think I seriously sound like I've just converted sia! But haha, I'm just starting to believe in myself and the power that I hold within myself.*
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