Amused

Hahahahahahahahahha! Although I promised ppl not to look at it, curiosity got better of me. Hehs.

After looking through all the things there, I realized, it's like a little china in making. You know, producing ultra similar products but set it at a lower price kinda thing? Hehs. I'm very much amused!!!!!!!!!! But then, the quality is still not exactly there yet. I think. But, I hope, this kinda thing will stop appearing sia. It's going to make the life of the original creator miserable. Like, i think i saw on the news that some company in china is accusing apple for using THEIR technology. It feels really funny to me. Haha! Please ask me directly if you would like to know what I just saw. It's not nice putting the stuffs outright and I shld stop trying to, you know, get excited over every single thing, and start telling the whole world about every single thing. LOL!

But come to think of it, if the idea wasnt good in the first place, then, no one would bothered copying right? Haha. Like, the fake iphone. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This shows, how much apple is being sought after! So, the owner of the idea should actually feel happy about the whole thing!! But, it kinda gets tiring to keep being ahead of all the photocopying machines. Well, this is the beauty of business I guess. Always having to keep ahead. I kinda miss it when I withdrew from my business though. Hehs. My weekends had always been filled with website designing. Now, I feel kinda lost when I on my comp. Hehs. Well, I have to do my readings of course! That's what I've been trying to do!!

I cant believe that I actually gave up on my new business idea just 2 weeks after I started it. I can already see the money rolling into the shop sia. But what to do, resting seems to be more impt than any other thing. I had never felt so screwed in my life before. Money is such evil thing. And I'm not talking about earning it, I'm talking about having it. Sometimes, I feel reallllly jealous. Not just envious. That ppl have silver spoons in their mouth. They dun have to work their ass off. They can have everything to themselves. They can go on so many holidays. They can get the things they want, just by opening their mouth. But, I realized, being healthy and alive and have lovely ppl and doing the things you love is enough to make a lot of people jealous of me already. Counting my blessings will make me feel that the world is still really beautiful. And it's all the bad things that make me grow up. Isnt it? We cant compare up, but when we compare down, we'll know how freaking lucky we are. So, do not self-pity, do not dwell on ur problems for too long. =)

I hope that the blue ocean that ah dear is jio-ing me to create will be a good one. But I guess, I can only help in the science area. I would not want to give up my structural biology and crystals for this blue ocean that needs more R&D. But then, it's always the R&D ppl who gets the most say right? Hehs. Like in the tuition center. I say that I want this this that that, they dun even ask me why, then gimme the money to buy alllllll the books I wanna buy le. Then today when I was preparing all the materials, I realised. I only need one book after all. OOOPS! I REALLY DID NOT MEAN IT! Because, I din know, how fast a lesson can actually pass, and how little stuffs we can only do. Unless they dun want me to teach at all la.. But it still goes down to, because they know nothing about it, they will trust the person who knows more about it to tell them do the right thing. And, the entire center have been working so bloody hard for me to get all the books copied and stuffs la. I feel kinda bad. But, well, it's good to have all the materials there in case we need it. Right? HAHA! And, they really trust me enough to hand me the entire secondary maths/science section to me. Just because, they know nothing about it. See how established they are man! Lol.