Oh my God, I am so blessed.

It's been a while since I visited Lay Mui's house. Brought groceries up to her house and then chit chatted with her for a little while. Hmmm.... Every little thing reminded me of how blessed I am. It is a shame that we always have to compare in order to see how blessed we are. I always thought that I am blessed enough. But after today's visit, I realized that I so much more blessed than I had ever thought. Big Daddy, thank you for your blessings upon my life.

OF COURSE, I am not saying that she is not blessed. She is blessed in her own way. In ways that only she will know. Because, only I know my own blessings. Whatever people see on the surface, it is just afterall, the surface. You cannot be sure that the smiling person is not aching inside. You cannot be sure that the old grandma collecting card boards is not feeling really blessed that she can still do that to support herself. Let's not use our own ruler to gauge other people's experiences. Let's just count our blessings and continue to love everyone around us.

Lord, thank You for Your blessings. Thank You for making me your precious little girl.