Ever since I had accepted Christ into my life, my life started changing. I can feel that everything that had happened was because of Him, everything that had took place was because of His help, everything that had began was because of His will. And God, I thank You for it!
I see unmerited favors being showered in my life. I see undeserved mercies bestowed upon me. I see the underlying love that Jesus has for me. I see His Grace filling up my whole life.
It was Him, who was always beside me all the while. When I was dead tired in the lab, when I was feeling scared in certain rooms, when I was feeling uneasy with all the machines, when I was feeling so lost in the mist of the new programs, when I was feeling stress about almost every single thing, when I was trying my best to learn everything at the same time, when I was rushing for work, when I was having fun, when I was with my loved ones, etc. EVERYWHERE! I just have to look at the cross, close my eyes and I feel that I am not alone. And all I have to do is to cast my cares to Him and problem is solved.
Because of Him, I grew as a student. I may still be noob in certain areas that I had overlooked. But I know what is good about me, it's just a matter of time that I will get rid of the noob in me.
I am always listening and absorbing. I usually don't fight back because I have no idea what I am actually fighting for. I just keep listening and keep absorbing. Even when people say that I am slow, I just continue to do it my way since I have no ability to do it fast.
Even though I am not on par with many students around me now, I know, I will emerge as a winner somehow. There were so many moments that I will listen in awe when people debated around me, when people shot critical questions non-stop, when people asked questions that set me wondering. These were always the moments that will leave me in a state of low morale, of low motivation, of envy, of low self-esteem. But Jesus showed me that the weaknesses that I thought I possessed are actually the strength that made me different from everyone else. From then on, I never ever looked down myself anymore. I learned and matured and became better each day.
Because of Jesus's unmerited love and favors, I began to hear praises at work. I began to gain recognition at work. I began to produce results at work. I began to be more confident of myself. I began to be able to answer questions in a way that I had not imagined myself doing. I began to take the stress at work in a different way. I began to understand the art of research. I began to love my work more than ever. I began to work like I had never. I began to shine. I began to see the change in myself and it was all because of our Lord Jesus Christ.
God is a good God. God so loved the world that He gave His only son who gave us the perfect love on the cross. And I'm so glad that He found me and led me to where I am now and will continue to lead me to where I will be in future. I'm blessed. Past, present and future. Halleluyah!
God bless all of you.
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