As I started revoking against my dear dear (not listening to him and having much more opinions of my own), God let us see glimpses of our life together, a few years ago.
The ultimate number one has to be reservice. Because of this reservice, my dear dear became a NS men once again. It felt like it's back to one of the week of that 2 years that I have to share my deardear with the SAF. He felt so far away from me. It felt like I cannot find him/reach him/contact him that easily anymore. And suddenly, we began chatting on the phone at night, just like the old days. All these had been replaced with sentences like "AIYA, we are so shou le", "AIYA, nvm la", "AIYO, we don't see each other almost everyday all the time what" etc etc. In place of these are like "4 more days and we can meet le!", "I feel so far away from you!", "I miss you", "Rise and shine my dear!". This walk down memory lane made me realized how much we have taken each other for granted! From now on, we're going to cherish every single moment more than before.
When I was on the way home just now, I sat beside this guy who apparently just ended some tennis session. That was exactly like how it was like about 5-6 years ago. When my deardear is still the vice-captain/captain of his vball team. He smelled exactly like how my dear used to smell after his training! Haha. And wearing slippers and sports wear, carrying a shoe bag and his old bag. When I will meet him after his training/he will look for me after his training so we can go home together. All these had been replaced with "so late le, let's just meet during the weekends la", "nvm la, I go home myself la", "you go home first la, I'm not ending early today", etc. We are just trying to think more for each other. The guy just reminded me the feeling of the just wanting to be together no matter how tired we are going to be. Haha. Those were the "real honeymoon" days I guess. Lol!
Old photos found in our old phones reminded me of how we used to fool around. Haha. Taking silly photos, posing for each other, bullying each other. NOW? My deardear just take up his hand and block my camera and tell me don't take his photos. Lol. But looking at the old photos reminded me of how sweet the simple budding love is all about. Those were the days when we din even really think of taking care of a family, having a family together, doing things to make sure that we can form a solid family.
It's coming to the 7th year now. So many years together. It's no wonder that we forgot so many little things that can retain a certain level of romance in the air. Growing up, education, career, future had replaced a lot of our conversations together. Of course, I enjoy our current relationship together now, but, it's good to be reminded of certain small and simple actions that will just make our day. It's worth to be childish together sometimes. Hahahahaha.
I cannot wait for my deardear to book out during the weekends! Hahahahaha! This one week absence in my life had rekindled a certain spark within me. Lol! I seriously still cannot really decide if I deem SAF a friend or a foe. Hahaha!
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