Family

Family ties are something that is not easily broken. It's not explainable by logic and it's not explainable by hard facts. If I throw you such a scenario, I would believe that you will tell me straight in my face that you will never ever ever do it. But trust me, being thrown a scenario and being in a scenario is absolutely poles apart. Logic will make you upset/angry in the first moment. The family ties in you is going to kick in effect sooner or later.

I was mad, I was angered, I was indifferent, I was upset. Regardless of every single negative emotions I had ever felt in me, it was all replaced with a totally feeling at the end of the day.

I think, this may be the reason why some women cling on to their husbands despite their infidelity. No matter how much you are unable to understand them, they still cling on to their husbands like they had never done anything wrong before. They had loved each other before. They were part of a family together. And so, no matter how much they hated the presence of the third party, they did not give up their husbands. This is not just love, this is family ties.

I am beginning to understand the fact that not everything can be explained by logic. And if a relationship is based on logic, I feel that, it's not going to be a relationship that I would ever want to be in. And, I begin to be able to give more empathy to someone else. I've seen/hear/experienced so much more things that I had ever in the entire year, compared to the last 23 years of my life.

I know I am at peace with my life and everyone around me. And the part of me that is probably too illogical to people is the part that makes me a warm-blooded human.