Faith and belief

As I stayed at home these few days, I realized that I've already got into the momentum of being a hardworking PhD student. All that I thought of was, I just feel like reading something, instead of sewing something. I only gave up the idea cos my hands were shaking from the medicine and I cannot focus my mind at all.

I have started to embrace my life as a PhD student. I don't know if God had answered to my prayers, or if my mindset had started changing cos of attending several sermons, or if I finally understand what I want at the end of my PhD life. Whatever it is, it's good that it took place. I pray that this will be always within me and so I won't lose the motivation in these years as a student once again.

Faith is a really very very very magical thing. So long I set my mind to believe in something, I will always devote myself and believe in it 100%. And, I will always find ways and means to make the faith even stronger than before. Be it the law of attraction, or the existence of God. I don't want to guess and question and deny the existence of the faith that I believe exist. I believe, only then, we will be able to really make your life better out of your faith. Isn't it? Because at the end of the day, I just want to make my life even better and happier. (But of course, I'm talking from the point that I have chosen to believe in something and not the before process of searching for the belief!)

I don't care if people is going to tell me that "no, I don't think it's true" or "no, I don't believe in it". So long I believe in it, and that's enough. And, I don't need the whole world to agree with me. I only need my heart to believe in the things that I was asked to believe in. Just like the way that I trust people and my love. Even if I get myself hurt along the way, I just have to pick myself up and smile and tell myself that "I have learned a lesson and it's just part of growing up". But of course, it would be better if people around me also believe in things I do la (just like how my dear had wished that I had believed in the law of attraction like he does). However, even if I'm alone, it doesn't really matter.

Maybe, a little less doubt about the world and the things around you will make your life a little happier? Because when I do that, I always feel that my world is bountiful of sunshine.

Hope your world will be full of smiles, love and sunshine too! =D