Even when things are not great, it's great to know all of you

I feel like the luckiest person on earth because in spite of everything that is happening around me.

I felt unwanted at times, I felt useless at times, I felt wronged at times, I felt isolated at times, I felt negative at times. At work. But whenever it happens, I always have a bunch of buddies who is ready to listen to my whining and gave me some support. Life is going to be so much harder if they are not around. And they are always so ready to help me whenever I need some help. Like today, Yue Xiang spend nearly 2 hours to help me clean the LEX system because my cultures overfoamed. I felt so touched by that.

Recently, work hasn't been smooth at all. I need double the dosage of positivity to stay sane at work. Work is no longer like once upon a time when I thought every part about it is so good. I started to guard against people. I began speculating whether I had done anything wrongly. My self confidence goes down and down and down.

No. I'm not happy at work anymore, I realized. But even so, I'm lucky enough to have the best bunch of friends around me. Is this the same logic? God will give me something more precious after taking away something from me?