Morale Buster

My morale buster is always the remaining balance in my bank account and the remaining balance I have to pay the bank.

Something that made me felt a little better was that I've unknowingly saved some money through the months of working! But what bust my morale once again was that the amount of money that I had painstakingly saved is going to the bank.

It's a long battle ahead. I cannot remain like this forever. But, I'm so tired from thinking about them, saving every single bloody cent I can. Seriously, I have not been thinking so much about saving on every single cent for a long time. And I definitely have not been limiting my meals to below $4 or even $3 so that I can use the rest of my pocket money tomorrow. Or maybe to top up my ezlink card. I was not very well off before this but at least I do not have to worry about not having enough money to eat and to take public transport to and fro work! And definitely I have enough to do some little shopping occasionally. GAH!

It's on days like this that I just hate everything around somehow or another.

I need a reboost for my immunity jab against morale busters.