Extended Family

 

From today onwards, we now have an extended family. Something that I cannot stop, something that I have to accept, something I cannot say no to.

Too much things had happened through the last week. It had taken a toil on me and I shed a few bucket of tears, alone and in front of my family. I broke my parents hearts and made my mama cried. Anger flared and I wanted to skip home terribly. It was not a fantastic week but everything has to and has ended (at least on the surface). I try my best not to think of why I had given in because that would probably made me want to withdraw my decision any single moment.

If it was not for my dear holding my hands and giving me the support all these time, I would not know how I can be so surprisingly strong. Thank you for standing up for me even though it did not helped at the end. And thank you Weng and Kelvin giving me all the advices and pointers all these while. I know none of you had/will support my final decision. And in fact, you are not happy with it at all. I just have to stand by it for the next 3 years and pray for the best.

I emerged as a stronger Kelly didn't I? Every single thing I'm made to go through now will make me a stronger Kelly. I know I was not strong enough because I succumbed eventually. And I know how lucky I am because I have all of you with me. And as dear had said, fate and destiny let me meet him so that someone will walk this path hand in hand with me. I am not alone and I'm glad for that. And I know, my lovely friends and family will not dessert me either.

No one said growing up was easy. I second that.