It's all in the mind

 

This was a post at 0320 hours.

This was a post at 0337 hours.

And at 0351 hours, I'm still trying to distract myself. Yeap. I still believe that it's all in the mind. So long I don't think of the stomach, I'm sure nothing bad is going to happen. Ha! Either that, I should just make myself more tired so that nothing in the world can wake me up. Ha! But seriously, I just feel like throwing up. But I am not that dumb to attempt to make myself throw up again. Because I'll end up not doing it and a life shattering, movement crippling version of severe gastric once again.

Godamnit, I'm supposed to be ready to go back to work today. Isn't it?