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I love you all more than anything in the world. Ok, let's add ah dear to the list.

You know how heartbroken I am when I look into your eyes and see nothing but worry?

You know how touched I am when you bring the bowl of soup that you made for me to make sure I am healthy and about? Especially when there's so much things on your mind?

You know how worry I am for you all?

You know how much stuffs I want to tell you, but I dare not. Because, I dunno how much you all can take it....

But nothing can soothe the raw wound. Not even your love for me. It just make the wound run deeper and deeper and deeper.

I have to run away before I breakdown. I cannot stand crying so hard every single night. It's so damn exhausting. But I dun want you to worry abt me too.