Woah

Woah. iPhone got apps for wordpress also eh.. Just type abit slower I guess. I'm feeling a little stranded over the absence of my MacBook. I reckon I'll be free during the weekends, I decided not to bring it home. Ha!

The irritating mum called again.... I dun feel lk talking to her kindly like I always try to do, out of respect. But, she's getting on my nerve.............. Yes, I'm that bloody desperate for that bloody bit of money..........

It sucks totally on how I'm controlled by money all the time, all these while...... I have to let go of all my miserable bit of pride and dignity. Pui. One day, can I just throw the money to their face and say, you suck! Haha! Tt's being really unkind. Maybe, just getting away frm these irritating ppl will do.

Oh. And how guilty money can mk me feel too! Ah dear has been giving me loads of super expensive presents like my MacBook and iPhone. :( oh, he paid for my damn ex medicine ytd too! Plus, he volunteered to refund 2 of the customers for me too. Not forgetting the coming phuket trip. Ya. How nice he can be. But, how bad do I feel?? He's nt earning alot anyway. But just to mk my life a little better and to put tt smile on my face. This is how far he can go. I feel so damn bloody indebted towards him...... I dun want any part of it. But, he have the power to persuade me to agree to all these presents and treats. And, the current situation I'm in will somehow make me accept his help too. Like, yesterday. Gosh. Really cannot get sick in sg you know??!

Not thinking about it doesn't mean that these wun come and haunt u in physical means. I can only try my best to pull it off emotionally. I guess this will tide me through physically. It'll be over soon. It's the only thought that propels me forward now.

A sidetrack. Typing with the horizontal keyboard is quite fast eh.. Haha! I'm so totally in love with my new baby. Ah dear had saw it coming and thus had spend the last few months phscyoing me to get it. I succumbed. Mainly due to my bro needing a phone actually.

But all in all, I know how much he loves me and how much I need the money and how hard I'll chain him to me for the rest of his life. Lol!! Well, call this, true love surfacing in difficult times, like now.

It'll be over sooooooooon!