Death

Yeap. This is the picture I chose to represent death. To me, it's really dark. Especially now. I haven thought too much about it since donkey years ago when I slipped into depression. From then on, it's a taboo for me, and I want to live. As long as possible.

And today, death had another light shone on it. Death brings sadness to all your love ones. Not that I had not known this before, but, I had never felt so strongly about it before. And, lucky for me, all my loved ones are safe and sound. At least, I believe.

Why? Why did she do this to her mum, to her family? Till now, I still can feel a little of the pain, of the sadness. What about her family? All the people who loved her so. The moment I know of this, the first thing that came into my mind was. How is her family going to cope with this loss?

The moment you close your eyes eternally, I bet, there's no more feelings left. But, all the hurt that was left, is going to be experienced for god knows how many donkey years. My dear friends, no matter what, do not walk this path. I'm more than happy to make you laugh with all my silly stunts, to show you how wonderful and beautiful this world is still. Let's go through this world together alrights? Never give up hope, ok?

Aish, nothing said can bring her back to her family and where she'll always belong.

But if I'm given one wish now, I'll wish that her family, especially her mum, can walk out of this sadness and pain and hurt as soon as possible.